Bon Voyage my brother.

It's been a month already! E-am's been in Birmingham with me since late November. He flew back to KualaLumpur earlier this evening. Quite sad to see him go cause when i came home, it was quiet. He used to be the cheerful one that lights up the room and such. haha. He' hilarious. Arrogant. But hilarious. That's my brother.

Hope he's having a safe and wonderful flight. I asked the lady at the counter if the flight was full. We were delighted to hear that the flight was fairly empty. We secured a whole row for himself. Brilliant. The whole way to Dubai and then KualaLumpur.

Anyway, just wanted to thank him for everything whilst he was here. And apologies for not being able to provide or make available the time or events that he wanted. Cause I was superbly busy with my final project and it really took me out.

Hope you had a wonderful time here in Birmingham. You'll be missed very much.

4th Month.

Thank you b.

:)

Love you.

Hilmi Ramlan

Smal words.. not big. No.

Has it ever occured to you, that you worry so much that it REALLY makes your head spin?

I'm walking on a thin line, not knowing what to do, 'cause of me being naive and ranting like a kid at the age of 10. I don't know how lucky I am. Sometimes I myself forget. Forgetting. That's such an excuse Hilmi. I swore once to never again excuse myself with pity. But nevertheless, it still happens.

Of course, I do not forgive myself for blurting out things that I have. Never too do I forgive myself for even laying a little small tiny pain on any heart. But nevertheless, you are strong. You stood up to me. Not asking me what. And why or when. But opened your heart for me. Never have I imagined how lucky I am. For I am a fool. I was. Am and will be.

And for such complicated simplicity, i wish to say sorry.

But apologising would only mean something unless I'm allowed to.

Can I?

I love you.

Congratulations to Kak Tiqah and Afif Ter!

Congrats you guys. Good to see their wedding went perfectly well. Alhamdulillah. Unfortunate I couldn't attend. But anyway, emi doakan you all a wonderful life and may Allah bless the two of you hingga ke anak cucu.


P.S: yang kepit kat tepi tu, bila lagi. :P cepat laaa sikit!

Happy X'Mas

Sorry for not updating earlier. Been really lazy. Nothing productive
except hibernating and stuffing myself with good food. I feel really
bad and insyaallah it'll change.

Although I don't celebrate x'mas, and some oppose of me celebrating
it, I respect other people's culture and I don't find there's anything
wrong with gathering and having dinner together. So long as I know
where my heart, mind and Iman stands, insyaallah it's all good.

Anyway it's been a lazy two weeks for me. Really chilled (literally)
and did nothing for university. I've got a 6,000 word dissertation
which is TOP PRIORITY for January. Need to start ASAP.

Alot has been on my mind lately. I think I'll just keep some to
myself. Just cause it might not be the best time to share. But really
bundles of things have been lingering on my mind. After prayers, I'll
always ask n doa to Allah to calm my heart and mind. But I think
there's more to it than that.

It's been a long time since I last picked up the Holy book and recite
the verses. It's been awhile since I sincerely and truly sit and think
of what's to come. And how to overcome it. Insyaallah. Allah knows
best. Never will he leave His slaves clueless.

Hoping everyone had a good holiday. And an early happy new year to all!

Long time no see

It's been awhile since I went to see my very close relations in Perry Barr. They are more than friends to me. They are like own sister and brother. It was the Katukulas. Brilliant family.

Anyway today went pretty slow. Woke up pretty late and got a haircut (finally!). So after the haircut, did some last minute shopping at the German Market and for Xmas dinner this upcoming thursday night. Anywho, it went alright. Nothing than the norm today. 'cept the fact i had a haircut! Hahaha laugh all you want, but i've been postponing it for SO long! So it's quite an 'achievement'. ;)

Anyway me and ilham are gonna head to Coventry, to visit the University tomorrow. A little tour and some explanation would help my brother know what's ahead of him I suppose. I hope it's a small step to a bigger adventure. Not sure what to do after cause it's at 2pm. Shouldn't be too lenghty.

Been having quite rough rides with Qistina these few days. Maybe it's the distance and you know what it's like. We miss each other, so obviously we act like constipated monkeys sometimes. But it's alright. I know it's not easy for her. But we'll have to try. InsyaAllah it'll all be alright.

Anyway, wishing you all a wonderful time in these festive season and happy holidays to those flying around the world.

Salam.

Avatar the Movie

In short, the movie was spectacular in every way. Blew me away to be honest. Even made me think. What? A movie that actually makes you think? I've seen a few that did, but didn't expect this to. Anyway it's worth your every penny (or ringgit) to go and watch this spectacle. It was a brilliant experience.

Thanks to Jon, Michelle and DaoWen for the wonderful company. =)

Movie Rating : 9.5/10

One of those rants

Hiya all. Been awhile since i posted any rantings. Ilham's in the kitchen cooking up fried rice at 2am in the morning. It's currently -6'C in Birmingham city. God. It's silly cold. Anyway, was just looking through photos in facebook and realised something.

People change.

You know when you go through the photos in a chronology. Try going from back to front. See the transformation! You'd be surprised. I got to see how some friends from happy turned sad. Healthy turned bad. Well, bad turned too healthy was another one too.

What am i saying. Obviously people change. But you never realise it that much. Physical change. 'You've cut your hair!!' kinda note. But none other. Why should I complain. Apart from me needing a hair cut A.S.A.P., i've liked change. Without change, it'll be the same boring us. Me. And yes, you.

Winter holidays just started officially today. So yes, a few months more and i'm done with my undergraduate studies. Alhamdulillah. So far it's been a wonderful journey. Super ups. Super downs too. But of course, lessons learnt all the way. And more to come.

On that note, it's been awhile since I went to the Friday Prayers in Aston Uni. So I decided to go today with my brother. We were late! But praise be to Allah, we made it 5 minutes before the Khutbah ended. It was nice seeing the usual scene. Used to rush from class and pray. And get back to class. Haha. Now that i've got more free time, i walk.

Oh back to pictures. I've not been snapping. I think my camera's mad at me. haha. Soon my darling.

Anywho, mind you it's the 19th already. My fourth month anniversary with Qistina is just a week away. Alhamdulillah we've been blessed and so far all's well. But it's still a long way. We've had our share of fights and arguments. But we've managed. Thank you b.

Gonna go eat that Fried Rice of Ilham's now. Can't wait (or maybe i can haha) to taste it.

Salam!

The First Day

Alhamdulillah, we've entered the first day of the Muslim calendar. Usually this means another 'new year' for me. But this time around? It's much more. I've realised that there are things that i've taken for granted. We are humans. Humans take everything for granted. Always reminding myself that, we should always cherish what we already have because when we lose it, we run like chicken in a coop. We always forget that the wonderful things in life are earned not bought. I still have alot to learn in that 'department'. But insyaAllah. A new year ahead.

I'll be working on my 2010 resolution soon. Of course, some things are best kept to myself and my thoughts. But of course, i will share some of them with you. haha. I've had a few thoughts in my head. But of course, chasing the great things in life is a MUST. Especially when i'm at this very important juncture of my life. Ending my three year course in Visual Communication, majoring in Advertising in a few months. I've done what I can, with what I can and alhamdulillah it all paid off. All I can do now, is keep doing it. But do it better. That's what papa would say.

So wishing all Muslims a wonderful Awal Muharram and a great year ahead. I start this glorious day with ' Bismillah hirrohman Nirrohim '

In the name of Allah...

Salam.

Term 5 DONE!

Alhamdulillah. I've submitted my work on Wednesday exactly at 920am in
room 135. It was good. And I praise Allah for giving me the strength,
imagination, creativity and all that I needed to succeed.

The results of course are variable. I am thankful for even finishing
it. But I leave it all to Allah. He knows best. Insyaallah it'll all
be great.

Had CHURROS and porridge last night with friends. It was yummy! My
first time cooking porridge. And eam's first doing churros! Delicious.
Company was amazing. :)

Anyway gtg to sleep now. It's half past 4 in the morn. Gotta wake up
early to pick up my work from Uni. Assessments should be done n over
by noon.

Wish me luck!

Salam

Term 5 : Year 3 L6 Advertising, Visual Communication Submission

Alhamdulillah it's all been well. Although i might've got to grips at quite last minute. Nonetheless, i've done what I can.

Though i'm not too happy with my work, obviously there's always room for improvement. So insyAllah it should be ok. I pray all will go well with my 10 mins short talk with the tutors tomorrow.

It's been a bumpy BUMPY ride. From parents coming over. To my brother. Then friends. And of course me and Qistina. There's been so much happening around here. Alhamdulillah everything's going fine.

Please pray for my success!

Salam.

Everything is OK Montage

Brilliant.

Most important, the idea behind it. :)

Happy Birthday Mama!!

Allah bless you.

You are.. the best Mother anyone can find out there. And you will always remain special in my heart.

You are always in my prayers. Always in my heart.

Happy Birthday to you.

With love,
your son.

Apologies!

I'm really sorry for not have blogged for quite some time. I'm currently busy with my university projects. And also things that I didn't expect to happen.

I barely have any time for myself!

InsyaAllah i'll update soon.

Salam. Hope you are all well!