desolate

i gaze at myself

worthy am i of what i seek?

i look at the others

how they seek what they need

i look at these

things around me that go with the flow of nature and of virtues

which seeks to supplant me

how do i delay?

with none but the idea of just getting on with it.

Inspiration and ideas. All come to me through unexpected forms and shape

What is it that i'm searching for? it's annoying me. pardon.

I need your guidance Ya Rabbi. I need inspiration to do great in what i do.

For all that gives me, all comes from You.

I sit and contemplate.

gazing through the nature of wills.

for what i see, hear and touch is all in the truth.

Hilmi R